I’m working on finding the dedication to start posting again. Sadly, My Mac Powerbook G4 is now so old, and therefore in the eyes of software developers, irrelevant, that most of them no longer develop, update or support software for it.

That (to me) is very sad, because quite frankly, this machine still runs like a champ – other than the fact that some of the HD video feeds do not run well on it. (Yah well — how HD is any computer really?).

Anyway — for all you idiots trying to spam comments on this site – YOU can KMA, because I will never approve your comments. Give up. Die. and Go away.

It’s been more than a year plus 30 days, but I do not feel whole yet. It is as if a large part of ME is missing… yet, no part of ME (as in of myself) is missing, so much as the part of me that was more my soul.

I have been working on getting back to where I was, yet, I am having trouble finding my way.

I’ve meditated. I’ve prayed. I’ve searched. I’ve done everything I know should help me; yet, I have not found myself again.

Ok, so I have been fairly lax in keeping this blog updated. Now that I have admitted that as my key point, I can move on to other things.

I have a kegerator, and need to work on building the BOT part of it to transform it into a Kegbot.

This will not be a small project.

I went to a used book store in town — and I bought 2 used books (one hard cover, one paperback) for about $15.

I (re)watched Stephen King’s Christine (on DirecTV) the other night, and realized – that is one of the SK books I had not read… so I bought that, and From a Buick 8. (Which I had not even heard of ?)

I’m working on getting my other sites all set up with WordPress — and it has proven to be a bit challenging — (sigh).

Anyway… I am tired today. I woke up – tired. And cleaned the house – tired. And now I am watching TV – tired.

But I don’t know WHY I am so tired, because I haven’t really done anything.

There is a used book store near my home, and today, I think I will go check it out. [Hopefully, they are open Sundays].

I am in need of something to read, although, I have a copy of Atlas Shrugged, I am having issues getting past the first chapter. I was told it was very good, but it has yet to even begin to interest me, as I have read the first half of chapter 1 twice, and still cannot remember what it has been about (or what it is leading up to being about.)

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It is cold in my house, (by that I mean more that it FEELS cold; it is probably about 64 degrees F) and I am trying to warm up without having to use any of the utilities; drinking coffee and considering putting on a jacket.

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I ate at a Chinese restaurant yesterday and had shrimp, which is considerably high in cholesterol (as am I). This means that I have to eat well for a week or so in order to reverse that trend. Wish me luck.

I have to go to the grocery store, since I will need to buy more fruit and vegetables. Sadly, I do not really feel up to going anywhere at this time.