It’s been more than a year plus 30 days, but I do not feel whole yet. It is as if a large part of ME is missing… yet, no part of ME (as in of myself) is missing, so much as the part of me that was more my soul.

I have been working on getting back to where I was, yet, I am having trouble finding my way.

I’ve meditated. I’ve prayed. I’ve searched. I’ve done everything I know should help me; yet, I have not found myself again.

Ok, so I have been fairly lax in keeping this blog updated. Now that I have admitted that as my key point, I can move on to other things.

I have a kegerator, and need to work on building the BOT part of it to transform it into a Kegbot.

This will not be a small project.

I went to a used book store in town — and I bought 2 used books (one hard cover, one paperback) for about $15.

I (re)watched Stephen King’s Christine (on DirecTV) the other night, and realized – that is one of the SK books I had not read… so I bought that, and From a Buick 8. (Which I had not even heard of ?)

I’m working on getting my other sites all set up with WordPress — and it has proven to be a bit challenging — (sigh).

Anyway… I am tired today. I woke up – tired. And cleaned the house – tired. And now I am watching TV – tired.

But I don’t know WHY I am so tired, because I haven’t really done anything.

There is a used book store near my home, and today, I think I will go check it out. [Hopefully, they are open Sundays].

I am in need of something to read, although, I have a copy of Atlas Shrugged, I am having issues getting past the first chapter. I was told it was very good, but it has yet to even begin to interest me, as I have read the first half of chapter 1 twice, and still cannot remember what it has been about (or what it is leading up to being about.)

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It is cold in my house, (by that I mean more that it FEELS cold; it is probably about 64 degrees F) and I am trying to warm up without having to use any of the utilities; drinking coffee and considering putting on a jacket.

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I ate at a Chinese restaurant yesterday and had shrimp, which is considerably high in cholesterol (as am I). This means that I have to eat well for a week or so in order to reverse that trend. Wish me luck.

I have to go to the grocery store, since I will need to buy more fruit and vegetables. Sadly, I do not really feel up to going anywhere at this time.

I am looking for a new book to read. Make suggestions below.